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Just to lighten up the mood, despite it still being a depressing day...

I went to take passport-sized photos because must hand in some funny application form for international chinese competition, and they are so ma fan one...need 3 photos. So anyway, I think most of you know by now, that I really shun cameras a lot, not just Jonathan's, Mark's or Teng Ngan's, but now even in school...apparently, my classmates want to put pics of everyone on the noticeboard but how can I not run when they start aiming the camera at me? Yep, so that gives you the background...and that's why, today when had to go...aiyo...like so terrible ah! When I got there, and I saw the lighting and stuff, I knew I didn't like it already... but when the time came for him to shoot... ah! I couldn't help blinking lah...and because, well, I've been pretty down lately, my eyes were already kind of swollen, so the final pictures (I didn't blink...yay!) show me looking a bit ghostly...haha...looks ok from afar...wait, VERY FAR...but if you look closer, you might get freaked out after a while...haha

Anyway, can't deny that I still can't find much happiness around...but at least, I do have a clue as to why Helen's not talking to me. Check this out...this is what she scrawled on the whiteboard after school before she left for cca:

theatre is life, God is evil.


We'll see...