*.* COLD... *.*
Yes...I'm cold...literally. And falling sick...which is sickening (pun unintended)
Well at least I got to rest today, cos there was only half day of school. Yes, teachers rock! haha...we get a free holiday!!!!
(clear throat) More importantly, Happy Teacher's Day to everyone! You must have taught somebody something in your entire life :) Otherwise...hmm.... your life is sad.. lol
Special dedication to my teachers in school:
Bio: Ms Angel Yang, Mr Suresh
Chem: Ms Quek Boon Shan, Ms Grace Chua
Maths: Ms Tan Wei Lin, Mrs Jasmine Yap
Econs: Dr Sivaraman
GP/ PW: Mrs Nirmala Ong
(In case you're wondering why I have so many teachers, hat's cos we changed teachers for alomst every subject this year)
And teachers in church:
Aunty Ying Kheng and Dorothea
as well as...
Joel, who's still my guitar teacher (oh ya...I'm supposed to learn bass from you too...haha...)
Oh ya...watched the Singapore Idol results show just now. Joakim is out finally... hmm..haha...Which proves 2 points: 1. A lot of people really vote based on looks and not talent.... 2. The producers still have to keep the right people in to maintain viewership (can you imagine if Hady was kicked out and Joakim was in the finals?)
hmm... shan't comment too much cos I'm seriously cold (no, there's no air-con here and no pun intended) but yup, may the talented one win. Otherwise, bye bye SI.
*.* 24 hours too short... *.*
yes yes i know I haven't updated in months
sorry......
hmm...things have changed. The innocence level of people in this world has dropped by another 50% I think. I guess that's what happens when we grow up. No wonder we're told to have child-like faith...and Jesus welcomes children openly, "for such is the kingdom of heaven". Sigh...it's getting harder and harder to live in this world.
Well, for this morning's prayer meeting, we shared about the struggles we're facing in life. I can't post one of them here, but the bigger one is that i'm struggling a bit with the future. I think God has inspired me with big dreams and hopes, but that's the point. It seems God helped me formulate these thoughts, but I'm worried they're just my own ambitions in life. Then I'll be disappointed and really sad if they're not fulfilled... Trusting is not as easy as I want it to be...sigh...
Hmm...now for a topic i don't normally discuss about... Guys. Is it just me, or is at least half the population of guys infatuated with girls, and many for weird (i shall not specify) reasons? Then so many guys start "chasing" girls in school, even carving names and trying to find means and ways to get close to "the girl of their dreams"...It's sweet if the girl happens to like him too, but half the time, the girl gets freaked out instead. Some girls in my school have even at least 4 guys pining after them.
The main thing is, most people at this age aren't even ready for a lasting relationship. Puppy love floats around looking for trouble. I hate watching friends break up. Most of the time, they never become friends again. Maybe... that's why I would never date in JC... especially after realising how immature, stubborn, selfish and unloving I am. Sigh...seems pretty ungodly...
For the next 1 month plus, I shall study hard, and work to draw closer to God every day. When I manage to capture the light He shines on me, I will be able to reflect His light towards the rest of the world, and shime brightly, hopefully guiding the path of the lost.
If I love, I shall love the Lord.
If I hate, I shall hate the devil.
If I give, I shall give with all my heart.
If I take, I shall receive with gratefulness in my heart.
If I live, I shall live my life abundantly.
If I die , I shall look towards heaven.
For You are with me, Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
I shall update more regularly I hope :P
Signing off...
